Animalistic trash,
Whoring yourself to anyone
Who will listen.
Humming everyone's favorite tune,
Alone in the spotlight
With your vanity.
Congratulations.
You're a rockstar.

They are moving my house today and I should be packing, but instead I found one of my old notebooks.

So first and foremost, quite a bit has happened since I last updated. Dir en grey is the most notable. They played Dallas on November 3, 2009 and I was there and I got pictures and I was in front of Kaoru and I can almost die happy now. I've become a bit of a cyberstalker, which has left little time for my other hobbies, like fanfiction and sleeping. ^_^; (I think I found Kyo's real twitter. I think. I hope.)

Again with the Dir en grey, I kinda hate them for not doing all the nifty stuff they did in New York, here. But what can ya do? Uroboros, an album that I was really indifferent about at first, has latched on to my soul and corrupted me completely. I've cycled through Glass Skin, Vinushka, Inconvenient Ideal, Toguro, and now Red Soil as favorites. Marrow of a Bone has also really grown on me. I've gone from complete hate with MoaB to some kind of twisted love.

The house thing is a complete mess. I'm not moved yet, and I don't know when I will be which leaves me out of a home. Gonna put my things in storage and crash on someone's couch until it get figured out. Hopefully, that will be soon. I'm out of money, time, and patience. I actually had a crying fit yesterday because I had no idea what to do. Much sesame chicken and several sugar rolls later, I decided to just go with the flow. Don't worry, be happy, y'know? What will be will be and all that crap.

Because of having to work on the house, I've had to cut down my hours at work which has left me with no money and no vacation time saved up. Bullocks.

In other news: I'm helping Sarah write her novel, which will be interesting. Yhaun has agreed to move in with me. Some dude from my grandmother's church who is supposed to be moving my trailer is trying to get her to be his mistress in exchange for helping. Started playing paintball, which is awesome for my aggression issues. Saw Zombieland and loved it. Got a Build-a-Bear panda named Kyo for our five year anniversary. Hoping to transfer to another restaurant pretty soon, or just get a new job in general. Got re-enrolled in school, which reminds me, I gotta get the rest of my financial aid crap in or it's all for naught. One uncle has gone nutters again and Mimi wants to get him committed. Crazy people are actually really funny, right until they go all scary crazy and start getting paranoid and violent.

RAWR.

Much love,
AV

Ahem. So. I'm through playing his little bitch. I am going to do some extensive job hunting tomorrow. This is the last time I am going to go through this.

Harry Potter was good. =D I laughed a lot. Wasn't super pleased with the way they did the ending, but overall it wasn't bad. Kisha and I were some super-hot fangirls. We dressed up, short skirts and all. I took Jareth, my stuffed snowy owl.

Made tentative plans for Yhaun's birthday. Picnic, swimming, and movies maybe.

I think my new piercing might be getting infected. I'm dowsing it in antiseptic now.

Can't wait for Zombieland! It looks freakin' hilarious! XD 'Spose that's all for now. Just a short update. Later.

I spent 4 hours yesterday looking through every single clothing retailer in Tyler and guess what i found. Nothing. When did pleated skirts go out of style and why didn't anyone tell me?! I was gonna go to the HP midnight showing dressed as a cute little Slytherin, but now I don't know what I'm gonna do. *pouts* And it would appear that Twilight has eaten the Harry Potter merchandise as well. Damn you, you cheesy vampires!

Anyway. It would appear that I have NO hours next week. Twenty-five is definitely not enough. Maybe I can get it up before payroll goes in.

Yhaun's birthday is next Sunday and I don't know what to get him yet. Crap. I did take off though (which is what killed my hours).

The house is coming along, at a snail's pace. I have GOT to buy flooring for the bathroom immediately. Oh, the drama. I'm going to start staying in my house when I go home. I may not have electric, plumbing, or anything remotely resembling a bed but I do have an extension cord and a CD player. Really, what more does a person need? Other than insect repellent of course.

I should be sleeping, but instead I'm reading Gundam Wing fanfiction. I want to write. In a bad way. Like NOW. Unfortunately, it's been so long since I've done anything other than the occasional fill-in for Sarah's Diru fics... I just wouldn't even know where to start.

I guess I could start by watching a few dvds. XD Internetz beware.

It's only been two weeks since my last post, I'm getting better! I was only posting every three months on my last journal. Progress! XD

Is the color of my bathroom.

Heh. Anywho. I've lost my wallet. No I.D., checkbook, credit cards, gift cards, membership cards, etc.

So. Short update about the last week.

Wolverine was great, Flyleaf was disappointing, and I didn't get nearly as much done as I'd hoped.

On the flip side, I got to leave Spike with his Mimi, so I can have a couple days of alone time. =D

I cut the crap outta myself at work tonight. On a blunt edge, no less! It's been hours and I'm still kinda bleeding. It sucks. =P I almost lost my badass status and fainted. I'm ashamed of myself. Stupid Redline. Read the warning label guys. Seriously. That crap will jack you up.

Dir en grey is doing the coolest thing and asking their fans about their preferences.They want to know what we think about their myspace music player! Two of my requests are up already! I never thought I'd see Child Prey back on their rotation! <3 I've spammed facebook and myspace about it, and now here.

Gonna go grab my tickets for the new X-Men movie tomorrow, then go volunteer at the animal shelter if I have time. Funfun.

They're moving my trailer tomorrow! It took them a month, but it's finally getting done. Next, I can start working on it! I can't wait!

Also on my "YAY!" list is going to go see Autophobic, for the first time in years, on Saturday. They have new songs and a new album on the way! Speed Freak will always rock mah sox though. ^_^;;

Well how's that for an entry? Scattered and nonsensical, but there it is! It's good to be back on LJ!
AV

I'm finally updating my new journal. Huzzah! XD I'd like to start over with this journal, begin anew. Funfun!

AV

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